Kevin Smith Crying Photo

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I am bad at music but that is ok !!

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October leads in like a soft creeping feeling
That settles in my stomach
And quietly dies
It’s always been bitter
But I don’t think I’ll miss her, not as much as the summer
That shit ruined my fucking life

And I’m on the phone with you answering truth or dare questions
About previous fixations and obsessions
That overtook my life
And I have dropped them and I’ve changed
At least that’s what I say
But by November I’ll still wanna die

And I will leave here with less friends
Some will forget me and some will be dead
And I’m sorry I’m not the best
And making everything better
I wish I could be better for
You

I will drive out to Gary to tag some buildings
I will experience what it feels like to be whole
And in this hole I built myself
I will build a hell
That I’ll sleep in for weeks, and I will shiver when I speak
And the shivers and the shakes become what make me me

I’m looking at his pictures on my phone
I will die alone
But in these he looks happy
I made plans but I don’t need them
All I need is a reason
It’ll traumatize my brother and you and the holy Jesus

And I will leave here with less friends
Some will forget me and some will be dead
And I’m sorry I’m not the best
And making everything better
I wish I could be better for
You

I won’t call you unless I need to
I won’t call you unless I need to
I won’t do this unless I can see it through
But I won’t call you unless I need to

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released May 11, 2022
banjo, vocals, lyrics- me
Recorded in my bedroom

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He/him. I play the banjo incorrectly and that’s ok.

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